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Trying out new blog!

I am trying out this new blog platform. Seems like an interesting concept, maybe it would work for me?

Today I did a little bit of python exercise. I took a break for a while because of writing the paper, and went to vacation to Vietnam, and it is harder to follow along. I forgot a lot.

I should try to stick to a schedule. The hardest thing is sitting down and concentrating in the day time. I am so tired, and it turns out I had some health problems, for quite a while now, and I did not realize. What I thought was depression and adhd and was treated for was not the real problem. I do have adhd tendencies, but it's more of health problem. maybe a combination of both. Anyway that is my self diagnose.

I want to do a lot of things, and I did do many things this week. Just not the most important thing I should have done. Too many tasks serve as distraction, and nothing gets finished. Best advice for myself is focus on one thing at a time. Keep working on something until you get closure. Done is better than not finishing. Not finishing is just as well not doing at all.

Right now, until the weekend, I want to focus on getting my paper done. Other things are eating, exercise and reading.

I want to get up in the morning, shower, get some food inside me or protein coffee drink, and sit down on the desk with my husband. Then just figure out stuff I have to do for that day and get in the mindset. Open word. Get things set up and start working for a little bit. The goal is getting started, and going over what I have and getting in the zone. For a couple of hours.

Then go for a walk, go to the gym or something. Then come back, have lunch, then really get to work for 3-4 hours. Then get some rest and dinner time. After that, I can do whatever I want, and maybe catch up on some coding and make creative things. I want to try so that in the day time I am taking care of the most important things and focusing on the main project, so that the evening and night time can be more exploration time.

Otherwise I am just setting myself up for stress.