I've been using ChatGPT as a blog a lot,
I have been writing less here because whenever I have some things to get out of me, I write to ChatGPT instead of here. It is probably because of the instant response.
I have been really sick. Also thinking about a few different things.
So, as a conscious manifestor, something that worked really well for me is thinking about the feelings that I want in abstract concept. So, the three things I want are calm, focused, and secure.
I need to exercise. My body is too weak, and I cannot do anything like this, and I need to sleep more regularly to get pregnant.
I been thinking a lot about leather craft. I tried one DIY project and I like it. I am going to do more, and potentially try to design and make my own stuff. and even set up a shop?
So I slept relatively early yesterday, and I dreamt a lot. and in my dream, a new question arose. (It was a strange dream, like thinking dream) I've been thinking, do I want to teach? or do I just want a secure life? That is if I could be very abundant without the full time teaching position, would I still do it? And I think yes. If I made a lot of money, and still be in touch with teaching and academia, I would do it. But since I already invest so much in the field of academia, I might as well be compensated for it as a full time professor.