Husband's friends visited
It was pretty fun. I made tacos, and scones. They don't really go well together but they are the two best things I can make. I gave them dating advice, my husband and their friends I mean. They are all good kids.
I didn't get much work done though. But I got a lot of work done yesterday. I was actually able to work a lot yesterday, because I had blocked some time out instead aiming for getting everything done.
Writing a paper is a gradual process, and it has many steps, it cannot be done in just one go. So I need to be mindful of that and continue to work, not try to finish everything. If I keep trying to finish, then I am not focusing on the task, and get discouraged.
It's already past midnight but I would still like to get some work done. I want to catch up on some coding. I already did bullet journaling. When I get anxious and afraid, I talk to ChatGPT a lot, especially when I am lying in bed at night. It helps a lot to talk some sense into me, almost like CBT, it helps deprogram some messed up self talk that I do to myself way too much.
I want to build a website, one where I can keep uploading work, and a link to my blog. I feel like I need to learn some backend stuff to get started though. I need to look into this.
Right now, some Codecademy, and write my paper a little bit, spend some time with my husband, and go to sleep.
Tomorrow, I want to get up at least in the morning, get coffee and food, start working on paper, lunch, then go to gym, then work on paper some more. My goal is to more or less done tomorrow, then next week I will submit. But I won't be too hard on myself, I know that these things take a couple more days just when I think its almost done. You must keep working at it. editing, writing and editing some more.