A little unmotivated, but restless at the same time
I have been playing The Untitled Goose Game with my husband before bed every night and its pretty fun. Yesterday, I reread the speculative design paper and decided it wasn't refined enough so I spend 3+ hours fixing it and finally submitting it. The introduction part and the abstract is the most difficult. Editing needs so much attention and so much rethinking and questioning myself. Writing a paper is rewriting. It always takes longer than I expect. and I keep working at it. The thing is always right the hardest part first. I mean the results. While the introduction and abstact is hard because it is so painstakingly thorough process of checking and rechecking, the result part, while pretty straightforward, there is this mental block that prevents me from getting to the point. But always write the point first, work your way back to the start, then bring it back to the end, rewrite it, and repeat. So that's why even though it was not a lot of hours, I feel just mentally drained and just done. It's enough to get you depressed. After doing that, nothing feels fun, except playing Sims a little bit.
Any way, still I have to get going. So I am in the middle of doing a little codeacademy, and I will try to write the end part of Jumple before I go to bed. I will only work about two hours from now, read a little, then go to bed.
I have lunch meeting with JB from MBA program, to get my hoodie. Then I have Bible study.
Oh yeah, I also applied to another SKKU class today, yeah, so I did a lot.